So how do I feel - A Trinity of Poems

 

So how do I feel 

Trinity poem 1 (photo above) 

So how do I feel now

Trinity poem 2 (words below) 

So how do I feel now

I harken to ask 

I harken to hear my reply 

I listen in closely 

But I don't want me to hear 

The reasons, the pain or the why

All my awkward, thorny malignancies 

The ones that I've grown by & bye 

All those chaotically intertwangled 

Weeds of mine 

No reasons 

Only pain

And a sigh 

But in that still silence 

My seeds underneath 

Are somehow 

Rising up high 

My unmanicured

Imperfect

Garden 

Tears of loss

Tears of joy 

Wondering 

& wandering 

Day through nigh...

December 1, 2016 

And NOW how am I feeling 

Trinity Poem 3

A work in progress 

I will keep you posted...

Take gentle care, S8)